Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Uncertain

I want to say something

But don’t know really

What to utter

My Mind has plenty

Of words that

My Heart dictates

But my Mouth

Decides to keep silent

So my Hand inscribes instead

I am writing now

But don’t know exactly

What to write

I point the pen on the paper

Write… Erase…

Write… Erase…

My existence

Is like words

That I write and erase…

(Things that I want

To Remember

And Forget)

A chest wants to explode

A tear wants to fall

But stillness prevails

I look around

I put down the pen

Then I close my eyes

I breathe…

I hear the anger

Inside me

I breathe…

Breathe so hard

Try to release the pain

(Inhale… Exhale…

Inhale… Exhale…

Inhale… Exhale…)

The night cries

And trembles

As I grief

When will it end?

Just wait…

Just wait…

One day, the Sun I long for rises

And lights the Morning bud

That blooms to a bright tomorrow

But when?

I don’t know…

I don’t know…

Just wait…

Tomorrow will come

But I don’t know when…

19 August 2002

2:18pm

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